My love for the curvier girls may land me in jail.

I'm a 23 year old male and I'm about to do something that could very well land me in jail. I'm a civilian with a restraining order and court case pending. The only thing that's keeping me sane are the dedicated chubby and curvy women (I'm rooming with a few for now) that have taken me in and the fact that I may have a chance for redemption. This is my story. <br><br>The shaming demands to stop. It needs to end. It's killing us. It's killing me. <br><br>The chubby girls (I'm inclined to say women, but they're teenagers) that have taken me in are in danger because I didn't shun the fat people from my life. I still love them. The people that are trying to shame me and the chubby girls/women away from each other are monsters. They're the bigots shaming black people for being black, or gay people for being gay. They're the same people that would rather have me live and die alone for being a "chubby chaser." <br><br>That I'm a creep for loving them. That I'm disgusting for being attracted to them. That I should be ashamed for going for the chubby girls instead of the skinny girls that were allegedly "out of my league" for being too attractive for me. The skinny girls that never gave me the time of day while the chubby girls befriended me, made me one of their own, and shared their love for me when the other girls wouldn't have anything to do with me. <br><br>I'm a creep for sharing my love for them? For being attracted to big girls? No, I refuse to be ashamed for this. For being called a creep for being born with my own preferences? No, I refuse to be shamed for that. The chubby girls aren't ashamed of me. They still love me, and I love them. We still hug each other, we still kiss each other, we still hold hands, and we still care for each other. We still laugh together, we still talk together, and we still share a love for each other. The same love that the people trying to tear us apart would never understand. <br><br>No, I refuse to be ashamed of our love and friendship for each other. <br><br>The police department want me in jail. They're embarrassed that their officers lost their individual case to me. They're angry that I've the support for the chubby girls and the shaming has largely backfired on them. The chubby girls are armor for me. The people that want to shame me for being a "chubby chaser" can't touch me. They can't touch us. The bigger the chubby girls get, the more they love me. The more they care about me. We've been more or less isolated from the rest of society; but the chubby girls still love me. The bigger they get, the more they care for me. The bigger they get, the more they show me their love. <br><br>I can't be shamed for this. It's wrong for me to be shamed. It's wrong for me to be called a creep for being attracted to the chubby girls. It's wrong for the police to want to lock me up and throw away the key for providing a safe haven for the chubby girls I love. They're in danger for taking me in. I'm the only man that will protect them. I'm the only man that will defend them. I'm the only man that will love and care for them. <br><br>When the police come to my new place, if the chubby girls aren't around, I'll be taken away. the police will get the satisfaction of knowing that the "creep" is off the streets. The chubby girls will be lost without the man that loves them. They'll be crushed forever. They'll be broken forever. That's what the police want. That's what the people that are trying to shame me want. <br><br>They want to crush the chubby girls. They want to shame them. They want to break them and make them doubt their own beauty. To make them feel worthless for being big. To make them feel worthless for being the person they born to be. I won't let that happen. I won't let them be shamed anymore. I won't let them be broken and crushed again. <br><br>I'll be the man that protects them with my life. I'll be the man that defends them with every ounce of strength I have. That's what real men do. We protect the people we love without expectation of reward. I won't allow the chubby girls to be shamed. I won't allow the chubby girls to be broken and crushed. <br><br>I'll be the man that the chubby girls can rely on. I'll be the man that will love them for the rest of my life. I'll be the man that will care for them. I'll be the man that will protect them. I'll be the man that will be there for them. I'll be the man that will defend them. I'll be the man that will stand up for them. <br><br>And if they try to take me away from them, if they try to crush the chubby girls, if they try to break the chubby girls, I'll give them my life. I'll be the man that gives his life for the chubby girls I love. I'll be the man that gives his life to protect the chubby girls. <br><br>I'll never let the chubby girls I love down. I'll die for them. I just hope that I can spend the rest of my life with them. I just hope they'll always be happy. I just hope they'll always be safe. I just hope that they'll always know how much I love them. <br><br>I will never stop defending the chubby girls I love. I will never stop protecting the chubby girls I love. And I will never stop loving the chubby girls I love. <br><br>I was never the popular kid. I was never the man that the girls wanted. I was never the man with the money. I was never the man with the status. I was never the man with the looks. I was never the man with the talent. I was a poor man that was never given a chance. I was a poor man that was never loved. I was a poor man that was never given the care that I deserved. I was a poor man that was never given the love that I deserved. <br><br>But the chubby girls loved me. They were there for me when no one else was. They were the only girls that cared for me. They were the only girls that loved me. They were the only girls that befriended me. They were the only girls that showed me their love. They were the only girls that showed me their care. <br><br>The chubby girls I love are the kindest girls I ever met. They're the most beautiful girls I've ever met. They're the smartest girls I've ever met. They're the funniest girls I've ever met. But do you know what? They're still big girls. They're still big girls with big hearts. Big girls with big love. Big girls with big care. <br><br>And I love them for it. I love them for being big. I love them for being big girls. I love them for being big women. I love them for being curvy. I love them for being chubby. I love them for being fat. I love them for being beautiful. I love them for being kind. I love them for being smart. I love them for the big beautiful women they are. <br><br>Yes, but I don't love them for the big beautiful women they are; I love them for being the big beautiful women they were born to be. They're the most beautiful girls I've ever met. They're the kindest girls I've ever met. They're the funniest girls I've ever met. They're the smartest girls I've ever met. <br><br>And I love them all for it. Every last one of them. I love them for being who they are. I love them for being big. I love them for being the individual people they are. I love them for being beautiful. I love them for being kind. I love them for being smart. I love them for being funny. <br><br>And I always will. I'll always love them. I'll always protect them. I'll always defend them. I'll always care for them. I'll always be the man that they can rely on. I'll always be the man that they can count on. I'll always be the man that will give his life for them. <br><br>I'll never let them down. I'll never let them go. I'll never let them be shamed. I'll never let them be broken. I'll never let them be crushed. <br><br>I'll love them for the rest of my life.