I just dropped a girl because she was fat

I was talking to her for a while she was actually nice, she probably had a lot of interesting things to say but I couldn't get roped in. We agreed to meet up and she was fat. Like, big. Like, bigger than me. And I couldn't fathom the idea of sleeping with her.<br><br>I've been trying hard to lose weight, to be the best I can be. I've avoided seeing fat girls as a social circle cause I don't want to get too comfortable and just accept them. And this is what happened, I met a girl who was fat. Who wanted attention. Who was all about herself, who wanted to go to malls and cry about her life and get reassurance. Who was the definition of low value. <br><br>I've spent the past 2 months trying to avoid going out with her. The hardest part was accepting the fact that we were never gonna fuck, that I was gonna go for so long without female company and that I was essentially raising a pet. No, thank you. <br><br>I'm reading this post on r/roastme and this chick is telling the story of how she roasts her bf about his 5 inch peen (which is clearly a lie?) and attracts the greatest guys ever because they all fell for her. I'd sleep with her, but we'd never be together. I just want a white woman to love me, but they never do. They want to pet you, take you home, stuff you, paint your face, and take videos of you, all because they can't attract a socially acceptable man. I'm socially acceptable, I'm not fat, I'm not ugly, I'm not socially retarded, but I get the treatment as if I was.