I (F18) slept with my two brothers (M18) (M17)

My two brothers and myself are all part of the (F18)(M18)(M17) ages. <br><br>We are an adoptive family with a mother (no father because he passed away when we were young) . <br><br>I have 3 other siblings but we aren’t close , they are in their mid-twenties so they don’t live with us anymore. <br><br>I was driving in my car once, and one of my brothers (M18) was behind me.<br><br>I ended up driving to the park , I sat in my car for a while as I thought it was a good place to hang out for a while. <br><br>A few hours passed, and my other brother (M17) ended up walking into the park. <br><br>I found out both of my brothers were gay (or so I think) and they both have been dating each other for months. <br><br>They asked me to join them and hang out. <br><br>We started talking and I had a good time. They both ended up kissing in front of me , which made me feel embarrassed . <br><br>They asked me if they could drop it and forget it ever happened. I said yes and we continued talking and hanging out. <br><br>They asked me if we could all have sex together. I found it really weird at first. I said no. <br><br>They both went home, but I can’t stop thinking about the offer they gave me. <br><br>In the end I agreed. <br><br>I had sex with my two brothers.<br><br>We all agreed to never tell our mother. <br><br>I haven’t had sex with my brothers ever since that day. <br><br>Although we did end up kissing on several occasions. <br><br>I feel weird. I don’t know what to feel.