I envy a man who is 5'6 and has a face that looks like a 13-year-old girl but is also a coward and a snitch and a RAT

He against abortion in Texas and is a nark and a rat. I envy him so much. He has a body that I am jealous of, he is also more confident than me and he sadden, yet he gets more pussy than me and he has a voice, a voice that counts. I envy him so much. I envy his voice. I envy his tongue, I envy his slab of a face. I envy his sadden eyes yet he gets pussy and I get nothing. He has a body and he is confident. I am jealous against him. I hate him so much. I envy him for his confidence. He also has a mouth, a mouth that counts. I envy his mouth, his lips, his tongue. I am jealous against him and I would like to kill him. He gets pussy and I get nothing. I am angry. I want to kill him but I don't have the confidence to do it. I want to rape him, I want to fuck him with a big dildo in his ass. I am angry against him, I envy him.