i hate how attractive i think women are

every time women walk past me i am completely infatuated with them. their beauty is distracting and i find myself getting nothing done at work because i always see beautiful women. whether they’re young or old, the women that walk past me always have me froze and staring at them. every time i get up in the morning, my first thought is “i don’t wanna go to work today because i don’t wanna see the women there”. it’s so frustrating being so attracted to them when i don’t even want to be around them. they disgust me, but they’re so fucking attractive. i don’t know if every guy feels this way but every time i see a woman, if they’re attractive, my eyes are glued to them. the most attractive thing about them is always their faces and their features. <br><br>i guess what i’m trying to say is that i hate how so many women are so fucking pretty. god damn it.