I don't remember a time when I was not the target of men's fantasies

I was five years old when I was sexually assaulted by my teacher, who also urged his friends to rape me, of course his friends didn't do it, but strangely he continued to assault me for the next four years and never got in trouble for it, the principal was a friend of his. I never told my parents because I didn't know what to say, I was afraid that my parents would think I was the one to blame.<br><br>The first time I had a boyfriend was when I was 15, he was 21, he tried to rape me and at the same time his friend also tried to do it to my best friend, but we managed to escape, we didn't tell our parents either. I can't explain why we are so afraid to speak, even my best friend and I didn't talk about it until years later.<br><br>When I was 16, I had another boyfriend, he was 18, now I was dating him and he raped me, his excuse was that he had already paid for me, I was a virgin and he got me a dinner in a pretentious restaurant, I was in shock, I didn't know how to react, I didn't get pregnant, but I caught an STI.<br><br>After that, I moved to another city to study, I was 19 and my roommate was a 24 year old man, he tried to have sex with me several times, but I never agreed. His friends also tried to get me drunk so they could rape me, I saw them doing it to another girl and I never drank alcohol again.<br><br>I changed my room and now I live with another girl, we get along with my former roommate, but he is no longer our friend and will never be.<br><br>When I was 20 a dog was killed in Brazil, the news went viral and showed how women are treated worldwide, to me it was nothing new, I hope we can create a better world so that women are not seen as objects, as a pet that we can dispose of.