I (36M) left my phone with my brother and I want to talk to you all.

I like to think I take decent care of my belongings. I don't remember the last time I lost something important. If I was a 2 year old then I'd have been leading the freakin' pack at finding things. But I left my phone with my brother. I don't even remember the last time I did that but it was probably when I was 17 and my brother would have been 10 so he could have lost it because he was a dumb little kid. <br><br>But I don't know what the hell was going through my dome. I was at the beach for a few days with my 3 year old and some of my family. And I got a little drunk. And left my phone with my brother cause he had the car keys. And I don't remember doing it. I didn't remember until this morning. 12 hours later. And I can't get to it for another 12 hours. And I work in construction. And we are supposed to be remodeling a house this week. <br><br>So I'm going to have to borrow a phone to call my boss. But if he calls and it's not my number on his caller ID then he's not answering. He's a very nice guy but he's stubborn af. And I don't have his number written down because I'm not a dumbass. I'm just a borderline alcoholic it seems. <br><br>So here I am. With a 3 year old who doesn't want to be here. And I don't have access to Alexa so I can't let her play with a tablet and watch movies and play games all day. I don't have a TV. And I live in an apartment so I can't be too loud. <br><br>I hate myself right now. I'm a piece of shit.