I'm a 30 year old guy, and I've always been attracted to fat girls. But how do I approach them?

I've always been attracted to fat girls. Always had a thing for fat/thick girls. And i always found myself to be a loyal guy. I have been in many failed relationships. Often times they ended because I'm just too nice and I always put others before myself. Never had sex with a fat girl before, I've been in a relationship with multiple fat girls before, but they never stayed long enough to get to that. I don't know if I just have a fetish for fat girls or if I actually love them. I love being around them, love how they look, love how they make me feel.<br><br>I wanna love someone I can be with for the long run, and I want to be able to hold my head high in pride, being able to say I'm a loyal boyfriend. But I've been hurt so many times in the past, and I don't know if I could handle another breakup. I always go above and beyond for my girlfriends, surprise them, spoil them, give them all the attention in the world, always put them first, and they don't seem to appreciate it. <br><br>How do I approach a fat girl? How do I let her know how I feel about her? I don't want to come across as a creep or a weirdo. I want to come across as a normal guy who just wants to love a fat girl.