I miss being cuddled.

I have been alone for three years. I've never been in a serious relationship, and I'm a bit of a loner. It's been three years since I've had a regular hug or cuddle from someone.<br><br>I miss the warmth, the comfort, and the safety of it. It makes me very happy. I miss having someone sit next to me on the couch or in a chair and putting their arms around me and holding me close. I miss having someone kiss the top of my head or having them rest their head on my shoulder.<br><br>I thought I had found that kind of person not long ago until I learned they were into a bunch of weird stuff that I'm not into and that I'm not comfortable with. I put it out of my mind, hoping it would go away, but it's continued to gnaw at me. That was the final nail in the coffin.<br><br>I don't know what the problem is with me, but I do know I'm a shy introvert and it's hard for me to connect with people. I'm careful about who I talk to and it's hard for me to find common ground to talk about with people.<br><br>I miss being close with someone.