I'm a 19yo girl and I came in my pants just by imagining having sex with my dad

So im 19, my dad is 41. I never really saw my mom until I was 9 and my dad was everything to me growing up. I definitely have an odipus complex and its been a real problem as I am sexually attracted to him. I never acted on it because thats wrong but he is just so good looking. Well im definitely not getting out of my dad's house anytime soon because i literally just came by thinking about riding my dad's dick. Im just wondering if anyone else has this issue. I know its wrong but just from seeing some of the posts here I dont feel like im the only one in the world.