My Fiancée (17F) gave me (18M) a pass to cheat last night

My Fiancée is a chubby girl. I love chubby girls. I love all body types, but this is the type of woman I want. And my Fiancée is the most beautiful woman I ever laid eyes on. <br><br>So last night we talked about how I felt if she gave me a pass to cheat. I was joking, I would never cheat. I have been in long term relationships before I met my Fiancée and cheated in every one of them. Once I met my Fiancée, everything that cheat mentality left. And she would never cheat on me either. We have been engaged for 6 months and the pass was for the night only. We did not set any rules or guidelines. No need to.<br><br>We went to a nearby bar. And with this pass, I flirted with every woman I talked to. I would never do this without flirting with my Fiancée. She knows my eyes wander. And it is a joke between us, she has to constantly call me back over. <br><br>But last night I could really flirt. She went to the bathroom, and I sat next to a woman (38F) who was sitting alone at the bar. We talked. I flirted with her and I asked if she wanted to go home with me. Before I could tell her I was engaged, she said she was married. I said I was too. Then my Fiancée came back and the woman left to find her husband.<br><br>We went home and had sex. But the last 2 months my Fiancée has been on a diet. I miss that extra meat I could grab. But I love her for trying to be healthy. But I told her if she ever cheats, make sure to call me. I would love to watch. She said she would, but the pass was only for one night.<br><br>Edit: Thank you all for the awards! But the real reason I want to edit is that my post has been showing up on so many wrong subreddits. I was on a submarine sub, and it popped up. I was on a sub that talks about doing the right thing, and it showed up. I was on a sub for pro life, and it showed up. This is a consensual activity between two adults, and I do not want to offend anyone by having this post show up in the wrong areas.