I'm gonna go to a hospital on Sunday to get my left hemtesticle removed because it's been hurting for a year.

I'm mildly autistic, and I've had this issue for over a year.<br><br>My left testicle hurts a lot and I'm also really infertile, which is ironic because I'm always on Pornhub.<br><br>I've had the pain for months and it's been driving me crazy.<br><br>I went to a doctor and they said I need an ultrasound, which I've never had before.<br><br>But because of my autism, hospitals and clinics really scare and trigger me.<br><br>I have to stop talking to the doctor and go home whenever I am asked to remove my pants and get an ultrasound.<br><br>On Sunday, my parents said they would take me to the hospital and make sure I get the tests done.<br><br>I've never had an ultrasound done on my balls before, and I'm both scared and excited.<br><br>I hope they can figure out what's causing my pain and I'll stop being autistic.