My father is a REALLY good looking guy. But even HE had to deal with rejection. Holy shit. I shouldn’t be surprised. I’m still in shock. I don’t think I can believe that I spent my whole life thinking I was going to have a soulmate.

Okay, you guys, I have to say, that my father could have had almost any woman he wanted. He was and still is REALLY good looking and a REALLY intelligent guy. He got his masters degree in civil engineering when he was like 25, and worked construction for a long time. He’s a REALLY smart guy. He looks a lot like a chad, and I would bet that I could have been a chad too… if I had a chin. My father is a REALLY good looking guy. He doesn’t talk about this much, but he’s had many women come up to him and express interest in his REALLY good looks. He said he even had a woman stop talking to him after she saw him and was surprised how good looking he was. He said she didn’t say anything to him, but she looked at him in amazement… she was THAT surprised at his REALLY good looks. He’s a REALLY good looking guy.<br><br>He also said that he had a lot of women that he wanted to ask out, that rejected him. He said that him and his friends would go out and he got rejected so many times. REALLY good looking guy getting rejected? I wouldn’t have believed it until he told me all of the times that he got rejected. He said REALLY good looking guy or not, he got rejected and treated poorly by so many women. And he DID REALLY have a LOT of women express interest in REALLY good looking guy. But REALLY good looking guy or not, they would all get mad at him.<br><br>He’s a REALLY good looking guy, and you know what? He, REALLY good looking guy, said that he would rather be alone than go through the pain of rejection and treatment so many women gave him. REALLY good looking guy said that he would rather be alone, and never find a woman, than go through that. REALLY good looking guy is REALLY good looking, and he said that he didn’t think he could ever handle being hurt again like that. He said that it hurts REALLY good looking guy so bad that he isn’t going to try again.<br><br>REALLY good looking guy said, “Even a REALLY good looking guy can have a REALLY hard time finding a REALLY good looking woman, and having a REALLY good relationship… REALLY good looking guy or not, if a woman doesn’t like you, she wont give you the time of day, REALLY good looking guy or not.”<br><br>Jesus, I’m just now starting to realize that, if a REALLY good looking guy had a REALLY hard time finding a REALLY good looking woman, then I don’t have a chance. I’m ugly. I’m REALLY ugly. But I thought that I REALLY had a soulmate. I thought that I REALLY had a woman that REALLY loved me for REALLY who I am, ugly or not. I’m REALLY ugly and I don’t have a chance with anyone. I’m REALLY ugly and I will NEVER have a woman. And that’s it. A soulmate is nothing but a stupid fantasy. I should have known. I shouldn’t have been so fucking stupid to believe that I had a soulmate out there. I’m ugly and I don’t deserve it.<br><br>I’m REALLY ugly so I REALLY have no chance of ever finding a woman. I REALLY could never get a woman to REALLY love me. I REALLY don’t have a soulmate and I will NEVER find one.