Dudes I think I have finally joined you.

I have been lurking around for a while. I had been getting more and more depressed about our current situation. On Wednesday I guess the straw that broke the camels back for me was my wife joined the #metoo movement on instagram. She is a major SW fan and has been listening to the band nonstop lately and is close with the lead singer. I know I should not care, but I do. At this point I may actually ask for a divorce. I would love to have a kid, but the thought of raising a kid in this world is kind of terrifying. I work my ass off just for my wife to have a comfortable life and I don't get to enjoy anything anymore. I feel like I don't really have anything to lose but everything I have. Crazy world.<br><br>EDIT: I'm still sitting here reading all of the comments. Thank you all for your advice and stories. I'm probably going to start my divorce process in the next week or two. I should probably stop lurking and officially join you all. <br><br>UPDATE 02/07/2018: I finally started the divorce process on Tuesday. My ex wife had some kind words for the band Friday night, I don't even know how we are married. I'm kind of glad I'm out of it at this point. She has been trying to make me feel guilty about the divorce, I no longer do. <br><br>Im seriously starting to think that my ex wife may be clinically insane. How can someone say that they support her band and the #metoo movement then go out to the concert and hold a sign that says "We all let you down"? ‘I don’t think she could possibly be dumber than that, there has to be some sort of mental disability going on with her.