I'm a student from Singapore and I feel like something is wrong

I am 15 and from Singapore, currently schooling. I feel like something is wrong but I can't put my finger on it. I feel like I'm just a robot carrying out my daily routine. Waking up, eating, going to school and doing my homework. I feel uninformed about the world, and none of my classmates know anything about current events. I feel like I am being watched and I feel like I am disappointing everyone. I feel like there is something more to the world that I don't know about but no one is telling me. I'm just so confused about everything. <br><br>This may sound crazy but the way I see it, I'm being controlled, and I'm not making my own decisions. I feel like I'm trapped in some kind of never-ending cycle and I can't escape it.<br><br>What's going on?