I just spent 12 hours in the ICU and watched a healthy 18 year old die ofCOVID.

I wish this was a fucking nightmare. I wish this was fake. I wish so many things right now. But the only truth is that 12 hours ago I didn't want to be here anymore and now I do. Life is short, stay safe, wear a mask, social distance, and please educate those around you that do not believe in COVID. I did not sign up for today. No one signs up for today. I just lived through a fucking horrible shit show and watched an innocent healthy girl die from a virus that everybody thinks is gone. I can't stop shaking. I just wish this was fake, but it's not.