What's the worst trip you've ever had?

I had the exact same trip happen to me twice and I've never taken anything since.<br><br>The first time it happened I was 15 and my uncle gave me a pill that was supposedly k and I took it at a concert thinking it would be fun. I immediately became overwhelmed by the noise and like, started to feel like I was melting into the floor. Everything seemed really scary and all my senses seemed heightened. I started crying and shouting "I don't want to be here" and "I don't feel real" to my uncle, who was laughing and trying to get me to stop.<br><br>I was in excruciating pain and I started to feel like I had a lump in my throat that I couldn't swallow. I started to choke and cough and pretty soon I was throwing up. I ended up puking on the floor of the concert venue and my uncle had to drag me out of there. When we got to the car, I was really upset. I started to feel like I wasn't in my own body and that my uncle wasn't really there, like I was trapped in a dream. I kept telling him "you're not real, you're not real" and I remember just being so scared and so in pain and so confused.<br><br>When we got back to my house, I was freaking out. I still felt like I was melting and I couldn't get out of bed. My uncle left me alone and I don't know what I was thinking but I decided to call my drug dealer and ask him to come over and bring drugs so I could feel better.<br><br>When he got there I took a pill that I think was a lot stronger and scarier than my uncle's pill. I started to trip again and it was even worse. I was in someone else's body and my uncle was there, but I knew he wasn't really there because it was just a dream. I felt like I had a huge amulet in my chest. I don't know what an amulet is, but I know I had one in my chest and it was crushing me. I think an amulet is a crystal? Maybe it's stone? Either way, it was huge and it was in my chest, crushing me.<br><br>I couldn't move because I was so scared. Everything was so scary and I could feel the amulet and it was so real and I couldn't get out of bed because I didn't want to move in case the amulet crushed me. When my drug dealer came in the room, I freaked out. I knew he was the devil or something, and I became so angry. I shouted at him "YOU'RE NOT REAL!" and when I shouted, everything went black.<br><br>I don't know how long I blacked out for, but when I woke up I thought I was in a thoroughbred farm. I started neighing like a horse and I remember my uncle telling me "you're not a horse, stop it." My drug dealer was there too. He looked at me and said "hey, I'm not the devil, I'm your friend. You don't have to be scared."<br><br>I was still scared, but I think it helped a little that he said that. I started to feel better after that, but the amulet never went away. I could still feel it inside me. I was scared of it and I wanted to talk to my uncle about it. I remember saying something like "the amulet is going to kill me" and he just started laughing. He said "there's no amulet, you're just tripping."<br><br>When I woke up the next day I felt okay, except I still remembered the amulet. I stopped taking drugs for a year but I never forgot that feeling. I thought about the amulet a lot.<br><br>Then I was 16 and I was at another concert. I was never in the same situation as I was before, but I knew the feeling of the amulet and I knew I didn't want to go through that again. I didn't take any drugs that night, but I was still a little fucked up. I had a drink and everyone was telling me to chill out. I thought they were telling me to be real, to stop acting fake. I thought I was pretending to be something I wasn't. I got really scared.<br><br>I'm not sure what was happening to me, but I knew it was bad. I got really scared and I remember saying "I'm not real and none of this is real". I was crying, but I don't think I was sad. I think I was confused and a little scared. Everyone was telling me I was okay, but I knew I wasn't. I thought my uncle was there too, but he wasn't. I remember talking to him, but he wasn't there. I was talking to him, but nothing was coming out of my mouth. I was talking to my uncle and I got mad and I started shouting "YOU'RE NOT REAL! NONE OF THIS IS REAL! NONE OF THIS IS REAL!"<br><br>I'm not sure how long I was shouting, but it seemed like forever. Nothing was real and I was so scared. I started to cough again, and I felt the amulet vibrating inside me. I couldn't swallow and I was choking. I remember feeling like this before and everyone was saying it was just a panic attack, but I knew it was because I wasn't real.<br><br>I can't really remember too much after that because I blacked out again. I think I was at the hospital for a while and when I came to my uncle was saying "hey, we're here to get you." But none of that made sense. I was trapped in a dream, and I think I still am.<br><br>I don't know, maybe everyone else is real, but I'm not. Maybe my uncle's pill was real, or maybe it was just my thoroughbred instinct. I don't know, but I still feel the amulet and it still scares me. I don't take drugs anymore, but I don't want to live in a dream.