"You are not mad at me. You are upset because you didn't get your way."

"You are not mad at me. You are upset because you didn't get your way."<br><br>My partner said this to me the other day and it really hit home. We had a disagreement, and I assumed it was about him (classic shadow work). But this just really hit me. I was so angry at him because I didn't get my way.<br><br>He is right. I am obsessed with being right, and winning. I want my way, and I want to be right. I assume the worst in people I love, and I'm just a negative person. I struggle with self worth. I am just so angry. And I am angry because I am not getting my way. <br><br>I'm tired. I don't want to be this angry. I want to be able to be loved. I want to be worthy of love. I feel so alone, even when I'm surrounded. I hope witches are out there stabbing needles and spoons into effigies, burning sage and dragon's blood, and screaming at the top of their lungs. I need magic. I need to heal.<br><br>TLDR; I'm a very angry person, and I'm tired of it.