I'm not a feminist because I'm not delusional

I've always liked the idea of feminism, but not what it is in reality.<br><br>If you've read my previous posts, you'll know that I'm the victim of a domestic abuse and I'm currently in a women's refuge. It's been 2 months and 10 days since I left my ex.<br><br>I was sexually assaulted and strangled during the relationship. I was made homeless because of him. Still no arrest. 3 months since my report. I'm still in a room in a refuge.<br><br>People say feminism is about equality. Bullshit. I know men who've been in similar situations who were arrested and charged within days. Women who've been strangled have got justice within days. <br><br>I'm a shadow of my former self. I was a strong, independent woman, but now I'm broken. I still use my first aid training to save lives; I'm still a police cadet; I still volunteer, but it doesn't feel the same. I feel empty.<br><br>I want justice. I deserve justice. But I'm not a priority because I'm a man, and I won't ever be a priority because I'm a man.<br><br>Edit: I'll just put this here since I'm getting a lot of comments saying "men can be raped" "it's just as bad for men" "men are often the victims".<br><br>This is my point. Men are often the victims, yet we don't get the justice we deserve.