I am 26 years old anxious and lonely.

I am 26 years old and anxious and lonely.<br>I am anxious 24/7 and feel like I don't deserve to be alive because even anxious people have happy times but for me I am always anxious 24/7.<br>I am lonely because I have no friends and no gf and I've even cut contact with family because I don't want them to see me like this.<br>I am alone anxious and lonely 24/7 and I am depressed.<br>I can't imagine having a gf because I am too afraid.<br>I feel like just a shell of myself. A former person that's just lost even to their own family.<br>I can't talk to people and I think about all the things I've said wrong 24/7 and I anxious about it.<br>I've even written a will because I don't think I can do this anymore because I'm just a burden and I'm self-centred and all I do is talk about myself because I'm all I anxious about.<br>I'm sorry to anyone who reads this and I am sorry for being selfish.