I just wanna break something

I am so tired of being the glue that holds 5 people together yet the only one who ever does anything for anyone else in my life is me. <br><br><br><br>My husband is a narcissistic asshat who wont lift a finger for anyone. He will only lift his hand if he is getting something out of it. <br><br>My adult daughter is a lazy piece of shit that does nothing but mooch from everyone. <br><br> I do everything for her 3 kids because otherwise my husband would ignore them and make them feel worthless. I don’t want my grandkids to feel like that. <br><br>My 2 adult sons hardly ever contact me and wont say anything to me if my husband says something shitty to me or about me. <br><br>I just want 5 minutes where no one needs me. I want to break fucking dishes on the floor and throw things but can’t because I have no one to back me up.