I had sex with my brother for 8 years. I can’t imagine living without him now.

So I am 18, and I lost my virginity at 10 years old. I did this with my brother. He is 21 and he was 13 when it happened. It didn’t start off that way. He would touch me and I thought nothing of it! He was my brother. I thought he was just playing around and I didn’t think anything of it because I was so young.<br><br>I only realized he was being serious because he tried to kiss me. I was just amazed that he was hitting on me. He was my brother. I hit back and he was confused, but when I started kissing him back, he relaxed. We didn’t know what we were doing, but we both knew that this was stupid and we would get in so much trouble. I loved him so much as my brother. He opens my eyes in the morning when I’m sleepy and he always plays with my hair when we’re sitting down. He never left me behind and he’s the last person in the world that I would ever hurt.<br><br>He didn’t hurt me, he hit me… and it just opens my eyes in the morning. His name is Jack. Jack is so beautiful. He’s 6 foot, 5 inches, everything about him is perfect. He has 4 abs. He has blonde hair and the world prettiest blue eyes. <br><br>So we had sex for 8 years. I had an amazing time. I can’t believe that it was only one time, that first time. We didn’t even know what we were doing. He was 13 for a couple months before we did it, but it was still somehow illegal, I knew that. I was just 10 and because of that, it was a big deal. I remember how much it hurt. <br><br>He was inside me and he pulled out. So it hurt even more. He didn’t think it would hurt and he wasn’t even expecting me to let him do it. I think he was trying to prove that I didn’t want to have sex because it hurt. He didn’t know how long he was. But he was big and after that, I didn’t want to do it anymore… but he wanted to do it again. And eventually he convinced me. He said “But you said yes already, you should get used to it.”<br><br>It was true… I said yes and I did want to do it again. And I did. Every day. It was so much fun. Having my brother inside my body. He was so big and strong. He’s still the only one that I’ve ever been with. And I don’t want to have sex with anyone else. I just want to do it with him. I love him so much and he’s my brother. He’s the only guy that I ever want to be with. He’s the most handsome, the funniest and most caring person in the world.<br><br>I’m so lucky to have him as my brother. He’s my best friend. I want to marry him, but that’s illegal. I don’t care. I will never let him go.