Two women rejected me in the last two weeks.

First one is a coworker. She's very physically fit and has a pretty face, plus she's very smart. I made a mistake and got a little too close to her so she smelled my B.O. and she was disgusted. I could smell it too, it was bad. I was so humiliated and I haven't talked to her in over a week. I definitely lost all my confidence that day.<br><br>The second one is a classmate from another course that I'm taking. I asked her out and she was visibly uncomfortable and said it was because she was worried things might be awkward if I got rejected. I told her it was fine and that it wouldn't be awkward, but she said she didn't feel ready to date and her friends were telling her not to go for it, so she politely rejected me, and I politely accepted it, and that's that.<br><br>I don't know what to do. I'm at a loss for what to do. I don't even know how to talk to people anymore. The only message I get from people is that I'm not good enough and that I'm not a person worth spending time with. I put a lot of effort into improving myself these past 2 years, but clearly it wasn't enough. I'm so tired of this. I just want to die.