I was in a relationship with a woman for 7 years ! she was cheating on me the last 3 years.

She told me yesterday night, I'm in total disarray ! She did it with a friend from college, she went all the way, she did everything she could with him (she even made low ball spit on her and put his fingers in her ass ) it's too much.<br><br>I will never feel like a man, I was deceived for 7 years by a woman I loved.<br><br>I will not feel like a man.