I'm so tired of my mental health

I just want to be OK with life. I don't want to feel so stressed out all the time. I don't want to worry so much. I want to be able to go to school and take classes without it feeling like a huge burden. I want to be able to make the decisions that I want to make. God, I just want to be able to make decisions without worrying about them. I don't want to feel so scared of everything. <br><br>I know I have anxiety, and that it makes life more difficult. Some days I can deal with it and other days I can't. I feel like I'm constantly dealing with this stupid voice in my head telling me no. No, you can't do that. No, you can't go there, you'll be too anxious. No, you can't make choices on your own. No, you can't be okay. No, no, no, no, no. Anxiety is all that I can feel at this point, and it's truly exhausting. I want to be able to live without it. Just for a day, I want to feel normal. Just for a day, I want to be able to live with a clear mind. Just for a day, I want to be a normal person. But, I know it won't happen.