My husband admitted to me that he didn’t expect anyone to want to fuck a 42 year old woman when we started trying.

After we got married, we tried to have a child. I was 38 at the time and I knew it wasn’t ideal but we didn’t want to start a big family until we were more settled. Years went by, a lot happened, a lot of money was spent, and nothing. We went to a doctor and it was determined that while I was still capable of being pregnant, my eggs just weren’t very healthy and probably wouldn’t be fertilized and even if they were, there’s a high chance they’d miscarry. He was pretty upset and I suggested we look into IVF or surrogacy but he said we couldn’t afford it. We argued and then he admitted to me that he never expected anyone to want to fuck a 42 year old woman when we met. <br><br>I’m 42 now. I feel like I lost all self-respect when he said that. He no longer finds me attractive and I can’t have kids. He only wanted me for a mother and wife. I’ve put a lot of work into my career but the thing I really wanted was kids. I feel worthless now and I can’t talk to him about it because he won’t listen. Neither will my friends and family. I feel unattractive, useless, and alone.