Death this weekend

I am so ready to die this weekend. I'm not suicidal, I don’t think I’m going to end up killing myself. I’m ready to die this weekend. This weekend will be as bad as last weekend. I know it and I just need it to be over. I’m not suicidal but I’m ready to die. I’m so tired of this bullshit. I’m so tired. I’m tired of being hurt so fucking bad all the time. I’m tired of the “society” we live in.<br><br>Next to my house, there’s this guy who is built like a frat boy and every day he goes on a run… with his “hot” (fake) girlfriend. Fuck this society. I’m tired of being hurt. I’m tired of not being able to date this girl… she’s dating this “frat boy” type and she looks at me like a… friend. I’m tired. I’m ready to die. This weekend will be agonizing.