I don't even understand why I'm on this earth at this point. Fuck women to death.

I can't even begin to convey the rage that I feel right now. This may be my last post on here. Fuck women to death and fuck society to death.<br><br>I'm am 17 male and I have asperger's and social anxiety. Its really hard for me to make friends and I spend most of my time alone. But, I had hope for my future, I thought maybe I can find a nice girlfriend when I get older.<br><br>I have an older sister and today she had something big at work and wanted my mom to take pictures of her and all of her friends. And off course she had to make a huge fuss about not getting her "dream attention" on this day while I spent most of my life alone with no friends, not even going to a fucking party or getting my first kiss or having a single girlfriend and being abused.<br><br>She is so fucking narcissistic and now I'm starting to really doubt my purpose in life even more than before. She had help from my parents since we were little and she was able to create a nice life for herself. But me? I'm an outcast, a loser, a burden on society and a waste of space to them.<br><br>I don't even understand why my mom had a child like me. I don't even have a fucking purpose. I'll be a burden on society for my whole life. I have no girlfriend, no friends, am not socially accepted. I had a few people in school who talked to me but they all left at one point.<br><br>I've literally spent my whole life alone. I don't even know what its like to have a friend. I don't even have anyone to talk to. I hate women to death. Its always about them and you have to listen to their problems while you rot alone.<br><br>I'm am so fucking done with this world and women. I want to die.