The CIA watched me as a kid

This is a throwaway because I don’t want this anywhere near my main account.<br><br>When I was a kid, from around 7-10, we lived in a nice, big house with a pretty, large backyard full of trees. <br><br>I remember him distinctly. He was tall, with bright blue eyes and a messy mop of black hair, he’d wear a long, gray coat and a bright red rain hat. He’d sit in our backyard, in the trees, just watching me play on the swings or in the sandbox. He’d talk to him sometimes, saying things like “Oh, you’re so cute!” or “I love your hair like that!”. <br><br>Recently, I found out he was with the CIA, and he’d sit in our backyard and just... watch me. Not just me, but my family. My older brother and sister were the main focus, but I remember specifically him saying he watched me too. <br><br>Not sure why, but this makes me feel so sick to my stomach.