I (24F) have always secretly dated my (24M) brother

My brother and I are twins, we were born when my parents were young and poor. I want to say that we did not have the best childhood, but we always had enough to eat.<br><br>When I was about 15 years old, my brother was in a group with me, and we were always together. So my brother asked me if I could go to the movies with him. I know it sounds strange because he's my brother, but in a sense, he was my best friend in the world. I felt very special when he asked me.<br><br>After we went to the movies together many times, and we became "a couple" - as I called it. It made me feel safe and loved. My parents never knew about it because my mom had other problems and they were always arguing.<br><br>I've been with my brother for 9 years and I feel like it's normal. He's my best friend and my love. I'm very happy with him and if you also have a twin, I think you know what I mean.<br><br>I didn't plan to fall in love with him, but he's everything I want in a man and he's my best friend.