The only thing that gets me down is the mystery of wether chubby women enjoy my company.

So, I'm a guy and I love chubby women.<br><br>I've been this way since I was a teen. I tried to fight it because I thought that I was some sort of perv, but it's just my preference. <br><br>I've had a chubby gf in the past and it was the best relationship I ever had. She broke up with me because I didn't do enough PDA and she felt that I was ashamed of her.<br><br>Fast forward to today: I'm at an all time low in regards to my self esteem. I've had a string of rejections over the years from women that I was interested in and I don't know what to do.<br><br>I don't put myself out there anymore. I only hang out with 2 of my friends who are also chubby chasers and they look down on me for being a "virgin". They hook up with chubby women all the time and tell me to man up and stop being a "pussy".<br><br>I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm starting to think that there's something inherently wrong with chubby women that makes them not want me.<br><br>I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do at this point. If there's one thing that I wish that I could do, it's go back in time and be better to my chubby ex gf who I still have feelings for.