my life sucks

i’m 18, i have no friends, im depressed and i think i might be homeless in afew weeks. i’m no good at anything, i’m fuckin empty and hollow and nobody sees it. my heart hurts my head hurts my body hurts my soul hurts my life hurts. i cant stop thinking about ending it. i know i have been struggling with this for years but i thought things were getting better, they were for a lil bit and now i feel like i’m plummeting straight into the ground and i can’t stop myself. i think about how i don’t wanna die but i don’t wanna live thru this shit i feel so useless. im scared to tell someone, im scared to get myself help, im scared to take action. i’m scared. i’m so fuckin scared. <br><br>i don’t fuckin know what im doing anymore.