i got like 60 text messages everyday but none of them are of any substance

just overheard young couple in a busy coffee shop: "i'm sorry but how is your day going?" "it's going well, thank you. how about yours?" "it's going well, thank you." (silence)<br><br>the background noise in the coffee shop is making me anxious and i want to scream. i've been here for 3 hours but i feel like i've aged a decade<br><br>i get like 60 text messages from my friends everyday but none of them are of any substance. alot of them are just regular questions that any one of us can answer with a quick google search. or it's us arguing about what to eat for lunch/dinner etc.<br><br>i'm 25 and i've had a total of 3 dates in my entire life but the last one ended up ghosting me... i feel like i'll never find a good partner for myself. i'm losing hope and it's only getting worse with each passing day<br><br>in a world full of like 8 billion people, it's kinda shocking how alot of them lack substance/depth. maybe it's just me and i'm overthinking everything but like damn. it's honestly kinda saddening<br><br>anyway, i think i'm gonna end this. thanks for listening/reading. i feel like a complete waste of space/air atm and i could really use a hug... a warm hug