I can’t! I got pregnant the first time we did it. [33F] With [33M]

I met him at a dog park a couple of months ago. I had just gotten a puppy (Buster) but I’m sure that was after he started working on the house next door. I’d see him outside when I came home from work. He’s very cute. One day I saw him walking his dog around the block. Max. So when I took Buster to the dog park one evening I had no expectations that I would run into him. <br><br>So when I saw him and his dog there, my first thought was, “Oh no! Now I won’t be able to talk to him.” <br><br>I know it sounds weird. I don’t know if I mention I’m a little socially awkward. But I was wrong, we talked. You know how it is when you meet someone and you feel that first date energy? It was like that. <br><br>So I saw him a couple of nights later at the dog park and we talked some more. We exchanged numbers and texted that night. Then I drove him home and we talked until his girlfriend came home. We didn’t mention her at all when we were talking. That’s why I didn’t know. He didn’t have a ring, so that was my bad. <br><br>When she opened the door, and I was still in the car, she said, “Oh.” So I backed out of the driveway and rolled down my window and said, “You’re seeing someone.”<br><br>“Yeah,” he said.<br><br>Then I said, “I can’t. I got pregnant the first time we did it.” (which was true)<br><br>He was taken aback. I backed out of the driveway and left. <br><br>I didn’t expect to see him again. But the next day, he texted me and asked me if he could come with me to the dog park. I said, “Why would I say no?” <br><br>So he didn’t bring his dog, but he came with me to the dog park. And we talked. I asked him why he came and said we couldn’t see each other. He said, “I couldn’t let you go that easy.”<br><br>So we talked and talked. He sat on my couch, I sat on my chair and we talked. Then we kissed. I wasn’t expecting it. I wasn’t trying to kiss him. And then after a while we went to bed. <br><br>We slept together every night after that. He’d walk my dog in the morning then go back home. I’d drive him back to my house after work then he’d drive himself home. He’d leave before I went to bed, because he said he didn’t want to be there if his girlfriend came over. I told him she’ll! probably find out anyway.<br><br>Then I got my period and it hurt more than it ever had before. And it was really heavy, so I went to urgent care and they did an ultrasound. I was pregnant. <br><br>I texted him right away. He said he was trying to get out of work. He said he wanted to have our baby. He was on his way. So he came over and took me to the store then we went to the pharmacy. I was really sick by then. We sat in the parking lot while I threw up. He went in and got me some crackers and two pregnancy tests. <br><br>I was sick so I asked him if he could drive me home. But he said that it would be better if word didn’t get out. He didn’t want his girlfriend to know. He was letting her go to a wedding! this weekend. <br><br>I couldn’t believe it. So I took the pregnancy tests then gave them to him and told him to go. I didn’t want to know him! at all. <br><br>Even now I’m still in shock. I called my family and asked them what to do with the positive tests. They said to give them to him! if I wanted to prove I was pregnant. But I knew I was. <br><br>So I texted and told him I had the tests, then I went to his house and left the tests on his doorstep. <br><br>How do people do this? How can he! not care that his girlfriend is going to find out. He’s not even trying to break up with her. <br><br>Can anyone help me. What do I do now.