I ghosted my crush after she insulted my dresser and now I regret it because she is attractive and single and I know she would date me.

I am something of a pack rat and so my room is a disaster. There’s clothes strung out all over the floor, one of the drawers in my dresser is missing its front and there’s stains on the carpet. However, one day after all those years, I decided I wanted to clean. I dragged my roommate’s vacuum upstairs, started picking up the clothes and putting them away in my dresser.<br><br>The next time I talked to my crush, I told her what I had done. She told me that dressers are for the homeless, which I took offensive to, because I live in an apartment. She asked if my dresser was from Target and I said that it was from Ikea. I finally said that I couldn’t talk anymore and hung up the phone.<br><br>Over the next couple of days, I got a couple more calls and texts from her, but I ignored them. She kept calling me after work, asking if I was going to come into the bar and I did not answer. I tried to see if I could get another job but they still aren’t hiring. I already have a job working the day shift and if I lose my night job, then I won’t have any money to pay my rent and I’ll have to get my parents to pay for my dresser and I will literally die before that happens.<br><br>I need to get over this. Not only is she my coworker, she is actually my manager. I don’t know where I’m going to live or if I can get another job at another bar that will let me work at night because it is a very competitive field. I can’t not live in one of the most expensive cities in the country!<br><br>I don’t know what to do.