My husband and I are trying to conceive our first child after 1.5 years of trying. I'm going to have my fertility tested and I am terrified.

My husband (34) and I (31) have been trying to conceive for 1.5 years now. I've been on my own for my entire journey, but the last time we DTD, I asked him to wear a condom in case he was the issue. I just didn't want to rule out that it was me, yet. <br><br>I finally talked to my doctor and they have me very low dose prenatal vitamins and Clomid. I have been taking the vitamins for 3 months now and in that time frame, I have had more periods and ovulations than I have in the past. So, the vitamins do something, but I still am not pregnant. <br><br>Now, my doctor has ordered a fertility test, and he will be getting one too. I have my appointment in a couple of days and they are going to be doing an hsg test as well as a pelvic exam. I am terrified of what they may find. Ever since I was a kid, I have had problems with my abdomen. In 2018 and 2019, I had laparoscopic surgery and they found endometriosis. My doctor warned me that it would cause fertility and bleeding issues (I have had a period for 12 days straight or more than 20 days, on and off bleeding, etc.) <br><br>I am terrified that the test will come back that I am infertile due to my endometriosis and it has ruined my body. It's weird to think that I might be infertile, even though I am only 31. I am trying to convince myself that I think positive and that I should stop worrying about things that haven't happened. But in the back of my mind, I am terrified.