I had a crush for 6 years. I told him, he said nothing.

He’s my brother’s best friend. I was 16 when I realise I had a crush on him. He was 22. <br><br>I wrote him a letter, put it in his bag. He found it, and showed it to my brother. I ran upstairs, hid in my room, and cried. He never said anything to me. <br><br>We still see each other. Birthday’s, family stuff. Nothing more. <br><br>I’m 22 now, he’s 28. I don’t know what to say when he’s there. I’m still in love with him. I don’t think he’s in love with me. <br><br>I wish I’d kept my feelings to myself. I feel embarrassed, I feel like an idiot. I don’t know how to act around him. <br><br>I want to tell him how I feel again, but I don’t want to look like an idiot again. <br><br>What the hell do I do.