My daughter won't eat anymore because I made a mistake

We lost my wife a little over a year ago and I've been doing my best to raise my little girl alone but sometimes I just fuck up and wish my wife was still here and could fix everything. <br><br>Tonight I messed up and I don't know what to do. <br><br>We have little traditions that I've kept because I feel like they help my daughter feel more comfortable in this new situation and one of them is that when I make pasta I always make a little face out of the sauce and cheese on her plate.<br><br>I always make sure to give her a big hug before I sit her down to eat and for a while she would say "I love you Daddy, I love mommy too." <br><br>Recently she started saying "I love you Daddy" and then whisper "I love you mommy too." I think it's just because she thinks I might not like her saying she loves her mom anymore. <br><br>Anyway tonight I forgot to hug her before I sat her down and forgot to make the smiley on her food, but when she said "I love you Daddy, I love you Mommy too." I lost it and started crying.<br><br>She stood up and took her plate and put in in the fridge and said "I'm not hungry Daddy." And went to her room. I waved and said okay sweetie and cried even more. <br><br>Now I'm alone in the kitchen crying and I feel like such a dick because I know it's not her fault that her mom died. <br><br>Fuck. <br><br>I don't even know why I'm writing this but it feels kinda good to complain a little. <br><br>Oh well, guess it's just one of those days.