When I'm angry and my mom is trying to calm me down, she almost always gives me an extra apple or orange

When I'm angry and my mom is trying to calm me down, she almost always gives me an extra apple or orange<br><br>I love her and the extra apple, but I already know that<br><br>It could just be because I'm now older and I started to pay attention to it lately or maybe I'm hungry, but I think that every time she tries to calm me down she always gives me an extra apple. Yesterday I wasn't even angry just crying from feeling hurt in my heart and almost every 10 minutes she comes and gives me an extra apple or orange.<br><br>I'm just crying in my room and she enters almost every 10 minutes with an extra fruit and it's like she thinks that it's gonna help me stop crying...<br><br>I know she loves me, but I'm not a pigeon...<br><br>Edit:** I said apples or oranges, but in reality I think she always gives me apples... or maybe I just remember because oranges aren't that great.<br><br>**2nd Edit:** I think the last time I ate a whole apple was because my mom gave me a piece of apple to calm me down and I was feeling bad that she gave me that and it was her whole piece so that's why I ate the whole piece almost every time.<br><br>**3rd Edit:** I found out that my mom saves one apple and one orange almost every time she buys them for the week. She saves one of each just in case I get sad or angry to calm me down.<br><br>**4th Edit:** I was sitting in the couch and my mom came with a bag with something in it. She told me that she has something in the bag for me and now I'm feeling worried and she said not to be worried. Now she's talking with my dad but she put the bag on the table and I don't know if it's an apple or an orange, but she said she has something in the bag almost every time.<br><br>**5th Edit:** I opened the bag and it's a whole apple. I was right to be worried...<br><br>**6th Edit:** I feel so bad, I don't know what to do. I took one from the apples we bought before and it was the perfect one for me to eat, but I already know that she has that one to calm me down, so I took the last one from the batch to make a space for the new one because I know it's gonna come today or tomorrow from her and I won't be able to eat it... or maybe I'll eat it anyway.<br><br>**7th Edit:** I'm not almost every time, I'm always when she calms me down. I'm always.<br><br>**8th Edit:** Something flew to my window and I got a little scared and cried a little because it scared me a little and my mom said that she's gonna come with something, I'm gonna see in 5 mins...