I was quiet, i did not say anything about hindu hatred because of kindness. I am afraid of myself now

I have been hit by kindness. I wanted to be kind to everyone and friends. I am so much in pain that, i am afraid for my own life. I wanted to celebrate Christmas, diwali, bakrid and everything together with my friends. I am hindu. I am quiet for long time. Now i am not quiet.<br><br>I am hurt by the kind of hate others have for hindus. I sometimes feel like hiding. I feel shameful for being a hindu. But not any more. I wanted to be friends with everyone, i wanted to be kind to everyone. I wanted to party together. But i was hit by kindness and i have started speaking up. I am sometimes afraid of myself. I am afraid because of the pain i have in my heart.