I caught my brother fucking the dog and I'm going insane

I wanna start off by saying I’m a great dog mom. I’m passionate about adopting dogs over buying and all my dogs are rescues. <br><br>I have a 12 year old pitbull named Luna and a two year old German shepherd named Winnie. They are my babies and I love them more than my own family. <br><br>I'm 36 same sex attracted. I'm a twin to a boy and have two older brothers. We all live in the same house due to our mom’s emergency stay in a mental hospital. I'm all my dogs have and they are my life. <br><br>My twin brother is how he is. He’s been<br>Sexually assaulting me since we were kids. He went to prison for it for three years and got out with barely any repercussions. I'm barely holding on. <br><br>I’m doing my best to hold it together for my dog. It’s hard because he really over stepped a boundary last night. <br><br>I went upstairs last night and caught him balls deep in my dog. The night before I caught him pissing on my dog for the third time and now this. <br><br>He laughed as I screamed and burst<br>Into tears. He told me he got off on seeing me hurt and that he was<br>Going to keep hurting my dogs because it hurt me. He got off on sending me videos of him doing these actions. <br><br>I wanna kill myself. I’m barely<br>Holding on for my dog. If he kills my dog I’m done. I can’t do anything. <br><br>I called the police on him and he was<br>Bailed out the morning after. <br><br>I’m so worried for my dog and what will happen. I’m doing my best but barely hanging on. My dogs are my world. I can’t let my brother rob<br>Me of that.