So we had sex together and now I’m pregnant.

I (26f) have a brother (27m) who is older then me by a year. We were always very close in childhood due to being Irish twins. We are both attractive people. He played football in high school and we both had a lot of friends and were popular. <br><br>My brother was a virgin until he was in his early 20s. He was able to get a few girlfriends but they never lasted long. I always thought he was a very attractive man and I admit I had a crush on him but never ever acted on it. I was also a virgin until I was about 16. <br><br>As we got older we would have parties at our house and sometimes the party would get started before everyone arrived. I had a few boyfriends here and there but nothing serious. <br><br>One night when we were in our early 20s we got really drunk. I had broken up with a boyfriend that I was in love with and thought we were going to get married so I was depressed. So I drank a lot and got super drunk. So did my brother. Eventually everyone left and it was just us two. We were in the kitchen and somehow we started kissing each other. Next thing I know we’re having sex on the kitchen table. We didn’t use any protection. It was weird but also kind of exciting because it was forbidden. We slept together a few more times after that but nothing came of it so we thought. <br><br>We never told anyone what happened. It was weird and we both had guilty feelings about it but the feelings slowed went away. A few weeks later I found out I was pregnant. I knew it was my brother’s baby so I told him. He was in shock. He said he wanted nothing to do with the baby and didn’t want to be a dad. He said it would be too weird being the dad and brother. I was upset and said fine but I’m not going to abort my baby. <br><br>I ended up having the baby. It was a girl. She’s now 6 years old. I ended up moving out and starting a new life. My brother we still keep in contact with and he knows I have a kid but he’s never seen her. I don’t think he wants to. I don’t think he’ll ever man up and be the dad. It’s sad but what can you do? <br><br>Sometimes I wonder if my daughter will find out that her dad is her uncle. I kind of don’t want her to know because its kind of weird. But I also think I might need to tell her one day. I just don’t know.