Police recorded my husband and I having sex…. I’m mortified beyond belief

So we got in a fight at a bar and I left him and went to my car to leave. He tried to get in the car with me and he forced his way in it. I denied any sex from him, but he grabbed my head and face and forced me to give him oral. He was recorded by the police pulling my hair and forcing me to have sex with him. I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. I don’t know how it got recorded, but I’m assuming a body cam. I’m just so mortified. He didn’t do anything wrong, just wanted to get back together after we had a fight. I feel like I’m being judged as a hoe or something.