It's just so hard for me to accept that I will never be in a relationship, engaged, married, or have kids. It just makes me so sad.

I can't help it. <br><br>I just want to be loved. <br><br>I want to be loved by a woman, be in a relationship with a woman, and have kids with a woman. <br><br>It just makes me so sad to think about how I will never have this experience. How I will never be adored, cherished, and adored by a woman. It's just so hard for me to accept. <br><br>I hear people say stuff about how you don't need romantic love to be happy. That being in a relationship just isn't for everyone. Folks will also say stuff like you can always find happiness in being alone or even better that being in a relationship. I don't think this is true, at least not for me. I think that if I had the proper romantic relationship, it would make me a happier person.