My boyfriend (28M) has been stealth proposing me (28F). Does that mean he is a blue piller?

I have been with my boyfriend for now 2 years, and I believe he is going to propose soon. I am almost 100% sure that he is a blue piller (I have been following blue pill for many years), but I'm confused as he has been stealth proposing me (a concept I have seen on r/askredpill that means to propose without telling the woman and, if she refuses, to drop the relationship). <br><br>So my question is, if he is going to propose to me, why do that if he is a blue piller?<br><br>Context:<br><br>I did an app that contains most of the places where I would like to go, and we had always planned to go to these places when we have the chance. <br><br>Recently, he said he wants to propose to me soon, but we have agreed that it will be when we have a house together and/or after COVID (i don't want to have a proposal with the mask, and I think it's dangerous to propose in a restaurant during COVID) . <br><br>I have been wondering when he is going to propose to me, and I asked him if he is thinking about proposing to me in any of the places we have in the app. He said that the proposal is going to be in a special place that is just for us (a place he chooses), and he would like for me to say yes. Also, he said that he is not sure if we have a future together. I asked him why and he said he didn't know how I would react to the proposal as I have been asking him to propose me for years but at the same time, I have put the amount of conditions (house/COVID). <br><br>After that, he said that he couldn't wait any longer for us to move in together, and he wants to move to a new place that is just ours (I live with my parents and he lives with his mother). I asked him to change the proposal location and he said that he can't as it is too expensive.<br><br>I asked him if he is going to propose me in the new place, and he said that yes, it is going to be in the new place, and the proposal is going to be like he wants it to be, and I can say yes or no (i.e. he is not going to change any detail as it has to be perfect for him). <br><br>I have told him that I love him so much (which is true), and I will say yes and then he said that he is not sure if I am going to say yes as I have been putting conditions, so he needs to know if I am going to say yes or no. <br><br>I have been thinking about the situation and I am not sure if he is going to propose to me or not, but I am sure that he is thinking about the proposal. Also, I am worried as it seems that he is not going to propose to me and I don't know how to behave (I am crying all the time, and I can't eat or sleep).<br><br>TLDR: My boyfriend (28M) has been stealth proposing me (28F) and I am wondering if he is going to propose to me or not. I am feeling really bad as he has said that if I say no he will drop the relationship.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>EDIT: So the proposal is finally over. Earlier today, he told me that he didn't want to propose to me and that I have been changing my mind recently. I cried and begged him to propose to me, and he asked me if I was sure that I am going to say yes. I said yes 1000 times, and he said that he would like to propose to me in the new place, and I said yes 1000 times again. <br><br>Finally, he brought out the ring and put it in my finger. I started crying, and he told me.. "gotcha bitch"!! <br><br>I started to laugh as I knew that he is a troll and that he is a blue piller, and that I should have trusted him more. <br><br>So yeah, I got got, but I don't care, as I am engaged to my blue pill bf.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>EDIT2: To those thinking this is real, it's not. I said she was 28f when in reality it was 18f. I wrote this as a chambers post for the first time at age 12.