I was sober for 29 days. I relapsed today and I am reeling. I need help.

I was sober for 29 days. After a long battle with addiction, I finally had a moment of clarity. I decided to get sober. I was doing it, I had made it a month. I was so proud of myself. I was so confident. I am a 25 year old woman who was sober for 2 years at one point in my life and relapsed severely causing chaos that took over my life for 3 years. <br><br>I thought this time would be different. Today I was out with my dog at the park and a man approached me and offered me a cigarette. I don't smoke cigarettes anymore but I took one anyway. He asked me what my name was and we started talking. He asked me if I smoked weed and I told him that I wasn't supposed to but I would if he had some. He walked me to his car and gave me a bong, I smoked it. He offered me a line of coke and I took it. Went to his house smoked more weed, took more lines of coke. When he asked if I would come back to his house I knew I was in trouble. I was relapsing. I was high. I was drinking. I blacked out. When I came to, I was in his bed. I am so devastated. I am so embarrassed. I have let myself and everyone else down. I need help. I can't do this alone. Can anyone help me? I don't know what to do.