Just got married to my cousin

Ngl, this was a life goal for me and I never knew that it would become a reality. My cousin lives in a small farm town and I live in a big city so we don't see each other much. We are both 19 and we didn't live in the same house or even in the same neighborhood together for more than 2 years since we were like 10.<br><br>I saw him at our family reunion last february but I didn't stay long. He texted me later that week and asked me to visit him and things got heated and we did things. We made plans to go to court together to ask to marry or whatever and the judge let us. Our family is super conservative, specially his. We went to the courthouse and we got married in front of like 2 witnesses and my grandpa (whom he is named after, and he left the ceremony as soon as he found out what was happening).<br><br>We knew his family was gonna flip out but we didn't care because my parents are ok with it because my mom is a psychologist and my dad is a biologist. And honestly we didn't expect the judge to say yes so we were both kinda shook. We were planning on leaving the town last week but my grandma (his mom's mother) gave us a house and a truck and money to start our lives together. She's a sweetheart and she always loved me especially. I'm a girl btw.<br><br>My husband is really cute. He's 6ft and he has blue eyes and golden hair. We both are pretty light, we have the same eye color and our hair is kinda gold but mine is more brown. <br><br>We had a wedding with all of our family and we are leaving on tuesday.<br><br>Edit: I am Brazilian and I am aware that incest is illegal in my country, we are moving to the US.