MURDER setTime() TO 0.00

I know this has been said before but I think nobody has said this with the emphasis I have right now. I've been stewing in despair and melancholy for too long, and recently I've given up on many things. I've been born into a dead end existence. A life of loneliness and loneliness and pain. As a child, I dreamed of matching wits with the world's greatest minds to cure cancer. When I was a teenager, I wanted to make my mark on the world through music. Neither is possible. And now, I dream of nothing but ending everything. Ending the pain. Ending the suffering. Ending the madness. I know this may sound irrational, but I just can't go on. I think it's time to walk away. I've been deceived by a narrow, pale world. I still can't find anything at all. I know that I'm not the only one, and that I'm not at fault. But, I'm afraid that nobody will be my ally, and that I'll never find my place in the world. I've been rewinding time for far too long, and I think setTime() should be 0.00.