Will it be the last season for me?

Hey, I’m a 26 year old from the UK. My girlfriend is 28. She has PCOS and low AMH. We’ve been ttc for seven years and have been saved by donor eggs twice. We lost our first to a miscarriage, and the second is a beautiful little girl who is almost three now. <br><br>We started our first round of ICSI, our fifth donor eggs round, back in January. The egg provider has five eggs left over from our last donation. We’ve used two rounds already and had two failed cycles. We have three more rounds left over before the donation would run out. <br><br>I fully understand the risks of over age 35, but this will also be financially crippling as well. Although we could probably do another cycle or two, we won’t be able to afford to do anymore and potentially have twin boys and girls. <br><br>I’ve been amazingly calm and realistic about today’s appointment, but now I’m getting really worried I won’t get there. Our last egg quality was 10/10 so this is the biggest risk, no matter what age you are. I fully understand this, but I can’t stop feeling like today is going to be the last for my eggs and I’ll never have another baby.<br><br>I get my appointment results in three hours. I’ve got butterflies and I feel sick.