I'm tired of having to defend my right to have an abortion

I have an appointment with my obgyn tomorrow. In previous check up, they told me that by this time, I would have to start taking iron supplements. But I also requested to change my birth control because I feel it is messing with my mental health. They also said they were going to talk about lowering my dosage. I just want them to get me off of it. But I know I'm going to have to fight twice as hard to get what I want and to be listened to just because i'm black, I'm a young woman, and I'm fat. You know they're going to give me the hard sell to keep me on the pill because it's "good for my skin".<br><br>I don't want to fight. I'm tired of having to fight. I don't want to be looked at like I'm so stupid. I don't want to be told what to do. I don't want my body to be controlled. I don't want to think about the fact that I can be forced to carry a child I can't support. I don't want my body to be treated like a goddamn incubator. I don't want to have to think about if I'll ever go back to school. I don't want to be looked at like I'm so stupid. I don't want to have to fight. I don't want to be treated like I'm nothing.<br><br>I just want to be able to live my life without worrying about my right to have an abortion. I want my right to have an abortion to be just as important as a man's right to bear arms. I want my right to have an abortion to be just as important as their right to life. <br>I just want to be treated like a person.<br><br>I'm tired y'all. I just want to be tired of fighting.